March 29, 2008 - Not Much New Here

Well, there's not much new here today. Brianna has a cold, which is making her miserable. On top of that, she's not adjusting well to nights in a new apartment. Tonight, she started falling asleep on the floor by 8:00pm. I would've put her to bed right then, if I hadn't needed to give her her meds still. So she ended up going to bed promptly at 9:00, which is supposed to be her bedtime. Well, she fussed for almost an hour, until I went upstairs and got her out of bed. I cuddled her for a few minutes, then took her back up, put her down, and hooked her back up to her feeding pump. She fussed off and on from that time, which was about 10:00pm, until almost 12:30am. She would sleep for a few minutes, then wake up and fuss for a few minutes. Sleep. Then fuss. It's both heart wrenching and frustrating, because she needs her sleep, and I need the break and the peace, but I can't bear to hear her crying. It's so frustrating trying to do it all alone. It's times like that when I really miss Damien, and having his help.

Anyway, other than that, not much new here. Same old struggles, same old frustrations. You know the drill.